I had a rough dream with various “bad people” from my past in multiple filming locations.
I’m awake now.
I don’t have nightmares much anymore. When I was younger I had nightmares every night. Surely, my stress￼ levels have something to do with it but without Xanax I’m up the river. I don’t care for intoxicates, including medication, don’t get me started.*
After my birthday this year I had a number of health issues…First, I couldn’t eat anything without getting sick, then my knee went out on me…not knowing what actual caused either has not helped. Add to those the fact that I can’t seem to sleep anymore and Papa Bear is ready to maul someone.
Here I am, driven out of bed by a few flashes of bad stuff, like a punk. Here I am, half-past midnight watching anime when I should be writing. (Technically, I should be sleeping…but we tried that, didn’t we?!)
I have peace inside me, I just don’t have access to it at the moment.
Go to sleep…you big freak.
*To be honest, the “Emergency Cigarettes” are just cigarettes lately. I know! I’m quitting, damn it, I KNOW!