People think they know. I wasn’t allowed to have my own radio until I was 15! And then, the Rock that I liked was “not good” and too loud, so… no. It was easier not to like ANYTHING. When I was 17 I got to try again or I just took a radio from somewhereContinue reading “Sic”
Yesterday, I did everything I meant to do except nap and meditate. They are so important. Do you sleep well? I’ve never been the best sleeper. Here’s to getting it right tomorrow. Don’t you make fun of me. No-you-are old. Stay Safe, Please. Have a good weekend. Eat something greasy, I will not tell. AreContinue reading “Dreamland”
Some people think that if you are homosexual, that automatically makes you not a racist. I don’t know about you, but everywhere I’ve ever been the gay culture has been incredibly racist. And homophobic but that is not what we are talking about today. This is so disgusting. You may not have heard it though,Continue reading “Break”
This book is amazing. You’ll Never Believe What Happened to Lacey (2021) by Amber Ruffin and Lacey Lamar Should NOT be the first book I’ve read like this. It was not what I was expecting. You think, 20-or-so essays about a specific- THERE ISN’T ENOUGH SPACE! It’s incredible. If you can, get the hardcover andContinue reading “Ruff Rider”
Thank You Guys. You are my favorite. Today has been long.
KWAP is not f*cking around Damn Straight.
The past few days, I’ve been binging those “rough” TikTok compilations, Cheating, Abuse, etc. I don’t know what the hell I was thinking. Don’t. It’s gross. A Couple Things- I know that people are people, but every time I see a guy who has been cheated on, I wonder what has really happened. I knowContinue reading “History.”
I went at that workout. Today, my right tricep is on fire. Because being healthy is pretty new to me, I still have to deal with some baggage from my former lazy thinking. I have had arthritis since I was 25. Basically, it’s Do I want to be perpetually sore? Or Do I want myContinue reading “Yesterday,”
If you haven’t seen the documentary Alison (2016) – Do yourself a favor. You can Stream on Amazon Prime. However you get there, it’s a great movie. Alison Botha. I am in love. I could watch stories of survival all damn day. Show me what you got.
When I was younger, around six or so, I was in Nightmare Country. I had a nightmare every night. It was terrible, sometimes more than one. My imagination conjures up some epic shit. Usually, my nightmares came in in separate series’s, like novels. The worst were the ones that wouldn’t go away. ******* In thisContinue reading “Shower”
🎶Everybody!🎶 Not very long ago, someone told me that everyone who got a COVID vaccine was going to die in two years. Afterwards, I was asked, “Are you vaccinated?” “I am.” My actual feelings rose up surface and I had to add, “Nothing’s killing me.” I was so irritated. Because at one time I believedContinue reading “Shots”
I had horrible acne. It was so gross and so aggressive that it stayed on my face for years. The acne came first. By the age of 11, I was getting small pimples that blossomed into a horrific case of acne in the next few years. Everyone has the solution. They do not. You areContinue reading “Diss”
From the age of 10 our summer job was digging worms. To do that, you go to a “bait bed” which is a live worm farm. Acres of peatmoss covered with peanut shells. They must be in the shade. You must keep them watered very closely. Thought you’d like that description. At a rate ofContinue reading “BOYZ”
In Breach, I spoke to one aspect of growing up homosexual. Today I’d like to talk to those who are struggling to bear it. People who grow up next to culture or large cities have a different experience on the whole. Of course, there are those in cities who have it much worse, IContinue reading “Stars”
For a long time, because of my personality and Father’s methods, I would have nightmares about Him teaching me something in an overly harsh way. The worry was not being able to do something. Those dreams felt real and there was a series that would play over and over. He would wake me up andContinue reading “B”
There are things in my mind that have been building for a few days. So that it does not overwhelm me, I will be bringing it here. Last time this happened, countless repetitive dreams I had blocked out fell back into place. Today, we are going deep, and I am sorry if it is upsetting.Continue reading “Breach”
First, Yoga is not his favorite. It is so good for your body, he isn’t graceful, don’t stand to close. Then, he Polished off an Apple. He Never eats enough of the right stuff. Next, He Went to the Barbershop. Left Looking Like- Came back looking like- He has got to sleep better, but alright.Continue reading “A Day”
In a post called Tissues, I wrote some hateful things about my Home. Some days, I’ve lost hope in the area because of the attitudes of the people. Why do jerks need everyone to know they are jerks? Whatever. We have better things to discuss. I guess it’s too much to keep to one’s self?Continue reading “Tea”
I’ve already grown used to writing in a decent word processor again and it has been a decade since I had one. I know I could’ve gotten one between then and now, but you know how it is, you think I’ve got this, and WordPad ain’t so bad. It wasn’t so good either. (Was IContinue reading “Drop”
Was Spice World. Sorry you missed it, Next Time. I wanted to invite You, but it was after 10. If I’m always supposed to tell you, you gotta lmk. Now, He is rewatching Game of Thrones. We are on Season 3, Episode 3. Night Night 💜⚡️ ***** I know it isn’t as good as theContinue reading “Last Night’s Movie”
2021 has been a mess. Not the mess that 2020 was, but a mess none-the-less. First, we were obsessed with making through the Winter. Spring came and went. Summer has been a SEASON. Come on Autumn, you got this. Growing up, I lived in a farming community, and Autumn was unquestionably the “best” time ofContinue reading “Fresh”
Harvest Moon 2021(Photos by Me) I haven’t done this in a while. I hope you like it. Giving you It’s been a long time since I did this. I was overserved. I couldn’t keep up with Her. I LOVE IT. My personal favorite- Happy Harvest, And I hope Autumn is Good to You.
Is the last day of Summer. Please let it get cold quick and Snow All Winter I said what I said. Got to sleep, gah. I hate the heat, you guys.
Will be a 9:30 screening of The Purge (2013) Join Us, Won’t You?
We are headed out west. Washington Coast 125 Acres 3 residences Way too much Money. You love it. I’m not showing it to you…yet. Are you ready? We’re going in. And- Thank You for Stopping By. You Rock. Seriously, go to sleep. Or Wake Up! Whatever. Thank You. ⚡️☣︎💜
Tonight we are going to New York 8 Acres Join me, won’t you? Clap On Clap Off- We’ll get there. You don’t know. Except ours will be prettier, you watch.
Come with me, won’t you? We’re going to Virginia. 60 some-odd acres. But does it have a Steam Room?
You say it, Honey He has rocked my world today.
My mind is all over the place. One, forgetting about Afghanistan is some bullshit and not because it’s “embarrassing”. That one is right there. I’m scared for the Women and the “Others” right now. The fact that China is involved freaks me out in other ways. If AMERICANS WERE BETTER AT GEOGRAPHY… Nope. I’m notContinue reading “9-5”
I still love this song. This video is fabulous I’d never seen it.
Going into fifth grade my Father married our Stepmother and we moved into the city. Calling Slocomb a city is like calling Dothan “Birmingham”. Trust me, that killed in Alabama. We’d been living on my Father’s bosses property in a trailer that belonged to us. We had love if nothing else. When our Stepmother enteredContinue reading “1080”
Where I come from, the laws women’s reproductive health were archaic. When I was very young the only women who had access to birth control were married women. That is some toxic male bullshit meant to keep Women in line. What I am sick of seeing are all of these nasty comments like- “You should’veContinue reading “Down”
He wants to be Buffy but he is a total Faith 🙄
He looks like he smells like Sunshine on a Cold Morning I am Behaving He has “it”. Whatever “it” is. Good Night. Plead for Mercy, Bitch! Ruthless. I am in love.
🎶And Theyll Want to be in my Life🎶
More than once at the Assembly Church, they’d run out of oil in the “fancy” bottle, and they’d break out that Piggly Wiggly Brand Olive Oil. Yes, they did. Yes, they did!They absolutely did that-With-the BS TonguesThey scared the hell outta me.Baptists annoyed meThe Assembly Scared meMethodists Bored meThe Lutherans almost had me, that dragContinue reading “Beacon”
This is the Hottest thing I have seen this year That was alright.
That ref has boundary issues. Why do we need commentary when there’s an audience?Whatever. I am in love. https://youtu.be/FSfvXPaXpn4
I’m a Fan You Better Strut 🔥 HOT!🔥 That was hot.
I just need my classmates to acknowledge that I would’ve won. I need to hear you say it. They were all Human, I was only PART Human. I could survive outside and it was the law, y’all. It would have been a different movie. If I had to I would’ve tried to get everyone atContinue reading “Royal”
I met Ron Jeremy at the FAIRFIELD INN in Dothan. There was a Courtyard right next door. …..Budgets. I had not seen any of his movies but I had seen Orgazmo. (*Have not. Woof) I knew I recognized him, which I’m sure he gets a LoT. He said, “I’m an actor.” Kinda defensively. I didn’tContinue reading “Gon-e”
My mind lets go of it, I had a weird dream about a big metal building that was in the snow. I assume Antarctica. I was broken and odd. I remembered it initially but I don’t think I got to it quick enough. I want a good one. I’m just saying it’s been a WHILEContinue reading “Kirby”
I had to redo this, I was hitting the skip button too much. I came up with something new. 💜💜💜💜
I saw these when they came out “JUST STOP THAT TICKING!” It changed my Life “How ’bout Some Ice?” It was with my favorite roommate. We could not get over Her. My Favorite Comedy is where a normal person is driven to go off. I love it. “WILL YOU STOP THE CLOCK WHILE I LOOKContinue reading “Live”
Represent Show ‘Em Where It Is! Oh!
Here’s a question- How (in the world) does wanting to sleep with someone who’s more masculine make you less gay? I’ll wait. That is incorrect. I once overheard a boy say, “It isn’t gay if it’s Chanzy.” It made me angry. Everything makes me angry but that one I remember. It cannot be “less gay”.Continue reading “HOW”
I came out to a friend’s Mother and She said, “That’s wonderful, here’s some cake.” At which point I was presented with chocolate cake. She was also the person who figured out that red was my color. I didn’t even know. I have had different coming out experiences, hear me, HAVE HAD DIFFERENT COMING OUTContinue reading “OUT”