summer – Chantarctica

Whoosh

I can’t believe I’m doing this. This doesn’t occur to me often because it is painful. It’s always there. I know what it is to be rip out of someone’s arms. My father, and his family, convinced my mother to sign her rights away. Now, older Chanzy understands coercion. If you got something under theContinue reading “Whoosh”

Goodnight

Today I was able to get to the gym and that was nice. On the way home from the gym, my tire went out and I got stuck. Thankfully, and you won’t hear me say this much- There was a church, a big, blessedly empty church, so I pulled into their drive way. Thankfully, IContinue reading “Goodnight”

Goodnight

Usually, it’s Xena, we know that. Tonight it was Black Butler. I love animation, you guys. It was this or Soul Eater. (Or something new, but I did not have the energy.) I did, go on stage tonight though I wasn’t going to perform. I’m glad I did ok it. There was some very funnyContinue reading “Goodnight”

War

I’m working on a new look. Most of my life I’ve just thrown on clothes. When you grow up as poor as I did it is complicated. There was never money for clothes and every time I was allowed to pick something it was criticized so hard I never learned to trust my instincts, whichContinue reading “War”

1080

Going into fifth grade my Father married our Stepmother and we moved into the city. Calling Slocomb a city is like calling Dothan “Birmingham”. Trust me, that killed in Alabama. We’d been living on my Father’s bosses property in a trailer that belonged to us. We had love if nothing else. When our Stepmother enteredContinue reading “1080”

SNATCH

I am so sorry and I’ve been sorry since it happened. This is something I meant to do long before now. I saw something happen and I never said anything to anyone. I saw this happen with my own eyes. Here we go. One day, near the end of a school year (or a break),Continue reading “SNATCH”

True

I don’t know how I know, but Female Sex Workers (most Sex Workers) have no time for homosexual men. I thought it was the “no business” aspect. It’s because the Homos will beat any price.* I don’t know how I know, but it’s true. (Or you know, whatever, if I gotta go there.) (One dayContinue reading “True”

Split

After Highschool I found a home with my Gay Family in Dothan. What I never realized until recently was I have more contact with Black People in Slocomb. Our school hadn’t been integrated long, but it was split pretty evenly. Teachers still dogged out Black and Hispanic kids. Slocomb was half segregated, and Dothan wasContinue reading “Split”

Mrs. Beaverhausen

Stormy

My Baby My Baby

224

(*If you don’t like mountains, this one will bore you*) Usually, I’d keep this to myself in some vain hope that I might one day acquire it. I’m about a million short, but if I can’t have it, maybe one day, one of you bitches can. There is no house to give your home aContinue reading “224”

Sou-h Park

Because the “T” is- Eric Cartman is in love with Kyle. Google it. That’s why he never quits. Don’t tell him I said that shit though.

🎶No no no🎶

If men can stand outside bare chested and it not be scandalous then women should have every right and protection to stand outside bare chested. We all have nipples-WHAT IS THE PROBLEM? You asked the wrong one about breast feeding, sister. If I could walk around in briefs and sneakers I would….It would cut outContinue reading “🎶No no no🎶”