People think they know. I wasn’t allowed to have my own radio until I was 15! And then, the Rock that I liked was “not good” and too loud, so… no. It was easier not to like ANYTHING. When I was 17 I got to try again or I just took a radio from somewhereContinue reading “Sic”
Yesterday, I did everything I meant to do except nap and meditate. They are so important. Do you sleep well? I’ve never been the best sleeper. Here’s to getting it right tomorrow. Don’t you make fun of me. No-you-are old. Stay Safe, Please. Have a good weekend. Eat something greasy, I will not tell. AreContinue reading “Dreamland”
Some people think that if you are homosexual, that automatically makes you not a racist. I don’t know about you, but everywhere I’ve ever been the gay culture has been incredibly racist. And homophobic but that is not what we are talking about today. This is so disgusting. You may not have heard it though,Continue reading “Break”
This book is amazing. You’ll Never Believe What Happened to Lacey (2021) by Amber Ruffin and Lacey Lamar Should NOT be the first book I’ve read like this. It was not what I was expecting. You think, 20-or-so essays about a specific- THERE ISN’T ENOUGH SPACE! It’s incredible. If you can, get the hardcover andContinue reading “Ruff Rider”
KWAP is not f*cking around Damn Straight.
The past few days, I’ve been binging those “rough” TikTok compilations, Cheating, Abuse, etc. I don’t know what the hell I was thinking. Don’t. It’s gross. A Couple Things- I know that people are people, but every time I see a guy who has been cheated on, I wonder what has really happened. I knowContinue reading “History.”
I went at that workout. Today, my right tricep is on fire. Because being healthy is pretty new to me, I still have to deal with some baggage from my former lazy thinking. I have had arthritis since I was 25. Basically, it’s Do I want to be perpetually sore? Or Do I want myContinue reading “Yesterday,”
If you haven’t seen the documentary Alison (2016) – Do yourself a favor. You can Stream on Amazon Prime. However you get there, it’s a great movie. Alison Botha. I am in love. I could watch stories of survival all damn day. Show me what you got.
When I was younger, around six or so, I was in Nightmare Country. I had a nightmare every night. It was terrible, sometimes more than one. My imagination conjures up some epic shit. Usually, my nightmares came in in separate series’s, like novels. The worst were the ones that wouldn’t go away. ******* In thisContinue reading “Shower”
🎶Everybody!🎶 Not very long ago, someone told me that everyone who got a COVID vaccine was going to die in two years. Afterwards, I was asked, “Are you vaccinated?” “I am.” My actual feelings rose up surface and I had to add, “Nothing’s killing me.” I was so irritated. Because at one time I believedContinue reading “Shots”
I had horrible acne. It was so gross and so aggressive that it stayed on my face for years. The acne came first. By the age of 11, I was getting small pimples that blossomed into a horrific case of acne in the next few years. Everyone has the solution. They do not. You areContinue reading “Diss”
From the age of 10 our summer job was digging worms. To do that, you go to a “bait bed” which is a live worm farm. Acres of peatmoss covered with peanut shells. They must be in the shade. You must keep them watered very closely. Thought you’d like that description. At a rate ofContinue reading “BOYZ”
In Breach, I spoke to one aspect of growing up homosexual. Today I’d like to talk to those who are struggling to bear it. People who grow up next to culture or large cities have a different experience on the whole. Of course, there are those in cities who have it much worse, IContinue reading “Stars”
For a long time, because of my personality and Father’s methods, I would have nightmares about Him teaching me something in an overly harsh way. The worry was not being able to do something. Those dreams felt real and there was a series that would play over and over. He would wake me up andContinue reading “B”
There are things in my mind that have been building for a few days. So that it does not overwhelm me, I will be bringing it here. Last time this happened, countless repetitive dreams I had blocked out fell back into place. Today, we are going deep, and I am sorry if it is upsetting.Continue reading “Breach”
First, Yoga is not his favorite. It is so good for your body, he isn’t graceful, don’t stand to close. Then, he Polished off an Apple. He Never eats enough of the right stuff. Next, He Went to the Barbershop. Left Looking Like- Came back looking like- He has got to sleep better, but alright.Continue reading “A Day”
I’ve already grown used to writing in a decent word processor again and it has been a decade since I had one. I know I could’ve gotten one between then and now, but you know how it is, you think I’ve got this, and WordPad ain’t so bad. It wasn’t so good either. (Was IContinue reading “Drop”
2021 has been a mess. Not the mess that 2020 was, but a mess none-the-less. First, we were obsessed with making through the Winter. Spring came and went. Summer has been a SEASON. Come on Autumn, you got this. Growing up, I lived in a farming community, and Autumn was unquestionably the “best” time ofContinue reading “Fresh”
Harvest Moon 2021(Photos by Me) I haven’t done this in a while. I hope you like it. Giving you It’s been a long time since I did this. I was overserved. I couldn’t keep up with Her. I LOVE IT. My personal favorite- Happy Harvest, And I hope Autumn is Good to You.
Will be a 9:30 screening of The Purge (2013) Join Us, Won’t You?
We are headed out west. Washington Coast 125 Acres 3 residences Way too much Money. You love it. I’m not showing it to you…yet. Are you ready? We’re going in. And- Thank You for Stopping By. You Rock. Seriously, go to sleep. Or Wake Up! Whatever. Thank You. ⚡️☣︎💜
My mind is all over the place. One, forgetting about Afghanistan is some bullshit and not because it’s “embarrassing”. That one is right there. I’m scared for the Women and the “Others” right now. The fact that China is involved freaks me out in other ways. If AMERICANS WERE BETTER AT GEOGRAPHY… Nope. I’m notContinue reading “9-5”
Going into fifth grade my Father married our Stepmother and we moved into the city. Calling Slocomb a city is like calling Dothan “Birmingham”. Trust me, that killed in Alabama. We’d been living on my Father’s bosses property in a trailer that belonged to us. We had love if nothing else. When our Stepmother enteredContinue reading “1080”
Where I come from, the laws women’s reproductive health were archaic. When I was very young the only women who had access to birth control were married women. That is some toxic male bullshit meant to keep Women in line. What I am sick of seeing are all of these nasty comments like- “You should’veContinue reading “Down”
He wants to be Buffy but he is a total Faith 🙄
He looks like he smells like Sunshine on a Cold Morning I am Behaving He has “it”. Whatever “it” is. Good Night. Plead for Mercy, Bitch! Ruthless. I am in love.
More than once at the Assembly Church, they’d run out of oil in the “fancy” bottle, and they’d break out that Piggly Wiggly Brand Olive Oil. Yes, they did. Yes, they did!They absolutely did that-With-the BS TonguesThey scared the hell outta me.Baptists annoyed meThe Assembly Scared meMethodists Bored meThe Lutherans almost had me, that dragContinue reading “Beacon”
This is the Hottest thing I have seen this year That was alright.
That ref has boundary issues. Why do we need commentary when there’s an audience?Whatever. I am in love. https://youtu.be/FSfvXPaXpn4
I’m a Fan You Better Strut 🔥 HOT!🔥 That was hot.
I just need my classmates to acknowledge that I would’ve won. I need to hear you say it. They were all Human, I was only PART Human. I could survive outside and it was the law, y’all. It would have been a different movie. If I had to I would’ve tried to get everyone atContinue reading “Royal”
I met Ron Jeremy at the FAIRFIELD INN in Dothan. There was a Courtyard right next door. …..Budgets. I had not seen any of his movies but I had seen Orgazmo. (*Have not. Woof) I knew I recognized him, which I’m sure he gets a LoT. He said, “I’m an actor.” Kinda defensively. I didn’tContinue reading “Gon-e”
I had to redo this, I was hitting the skip button too much. I came up with something new. 💜💜💜💜
Here’s a question- How (in the world) does wanting to sleep with someone who’s more masculine make you less gay? I’ll wait. That is incorrect. I once overheard a boy say, “It isn’t gay if it’s Chanzy.” It made me angry. Everything makes me angry but that one I remember. It cannot be “less gay”.Continue reading “HOW”
This show has been alright. The way She looks at Him when He says he fell in love at that gallery. I love that. That is my blood type. The entire cast came to slay. Watching the finale now. Change your life.
Amazing Grace Faith Fellowship Google that shit, if you ever wonder. I was part of the 1st congregation. And I helped recruit people who I assume still go there. I really wanted to behave. Please understand, I truly believed the bullshit about being cured. But no. Assembly ain’t scared this Bitch. You better come correct.Continue reading “A.G.”
Yes Mam. (And I hate it when people say that.)
I keep thinking I’m 30 even though I am aware that I’m not. People in their late 20’s are alright. I usually think they’re only a couple of years off, right? Try SEVEN, you Haggard-Ass Bitch. He’s Fine. He is thrilled with every bit of time He gets. And I face the aging thing hard.Continue reading “UP”
It is a fact that the guys in my class would invite me to all kinds of butch outdoor activities, and I would turn THEM DOWN! What the fuck is wrong with me? I always said, “No. I ain’t doing that.” Oh yeah, the guys in my class were actually (mostly) decent wannabe gentlemen. TheContinue reading “BUTCH (Repost)”
I have to exercise before I get in the tub! I keep forgetting and I can’t put it off! DAMN IT!-DAMN IT!-DAMN IT! As Shelley Long once said. He was so tired and grouchy this morning he broke down and drank coffee. Yeah, today is MARVELOUS. And now I have to SWEAT. He’s fine, it’sContinue reading “Roar”
I am so sorry and I’ve been sorry since it happened. This is something I meant to do long before now. I saw something happen and I never said anything to anyone. I saw this happen with my own eyes. Here we go. One day, near the end of a school year (or a break),Continue reading “SNATCH”
My older Brother and I were encouraged to (supposed to) carry short sticks everywhere. I never understood. I thought it was about animals. But we were also supposed to go at each other randomly. He was superior at launching an attack. I was better at defense. I didn’t get it until they taught us aboutContinue reading “Brother”
It was tenth grade(?). My acne was finally easing off, it had me four solid years. I was about 16. I was in my bathroom having a panic attack. I couldn’t even settle into my clear face because my body started to swell. And I got oily again, leading to more flare ups. I justContinue reading “Meat”
Were playing with cars and I was learning how to make dream-catchers and shit. They do work, and the answer is psychological. When you make a dream catcher you’re supposed to let the nightmare have at you in every way it wants to come. It hurts, but it gives you something to do with yourContinue reading “Other Kids”
When I was younger I loved watching my Mother put on makeup. It was like watching her get ready for War. She didn’t get ready like she was so pretty, she went at her appearance like a savage and fought it into submission. You know what is appealing? Someone who can do everything with brushes.Continue reading “Made”
History has always been my favorite subject. I didn’t even know it until after I was done with school. (He’s a goober.) As far as history goes, I’ve always thought that understanding history is essential to a better future. Patterns repeat themselves. That’s why old people walk around sounding like prophets and shit. When IContinue reading “Bookfair”
I’m supposed to wear glasses. Big fat freaking Bifocals. I prefer to wear them, I can not HANDLE putting something on my own face that can fog up and leave me BLIND. And when you’re a goofball they are always flying off of your face! I’m done. I’m dealing with it. Tape em up likeContinue reading “Sí”
Will be Chicken Sandwiches with Mayo, Pickles and Cheese, Paired with Water And a knock off MegaRed so I don’t freakin’ die. And I better not hear any shit about it. I KNOW, it’s 3-o-clock. What kind of psychopath actually eats lunch at noon? is my question.
Once, in gym class I was running recklessly fast and I pitched forward. I was going so fast, I rolled and came right back up running, faster, to the shouts of delight. My PE Teacher and one wide-eyed popular boy had seen it. I acted like it didn’t happen. I felt like a fucking PowerContinue reading “Weeeeeeee”